I've generally had a lot of friends and figured that that would be to my advantage over the summer. Yeah. I've called or texted most everyone, even my eleven year old cousin. I may as well not have any friends with them all busy. Sheesh, I just want someone to accompany me to a nearby swimming pool. I'd go alone except I'm not allowed to go anywhere alone.
So, yeah, here I am, sitting here with my dog, bored out of my skull. If I'm lucky, I might get to go somewhere tomorrow, but I don't know. Last year, I had this friend who lived really close to me who could drive and we were always off on some crazy adventure, but now she's in college and taking summer classes or hanging out with her new friends or doing God-knows-what. Basically, no time for me anymore, and I have no other friends who live really close.
I'm so bored right now...seriously, where are all my people? Whenever I'm out doing something, no one will leave me alone, but when there's absolutely nothing to do? Everyone's busy. I know I could probably find something to do by myself at home, but that's the biggest problem. I seriously want to get out and spend time with other people.
Monday, June 6, 2011
Saturday, June 4, 2011
A Proper Introduction
Kay, so, like I said before, my name's Hannah. I'm fourteen, about to turn fifteen in about a month, and I just finished my freshman year. I have a pretty wide range of interests, but, I must say, my life could consist only of musical theatre and I'd be just cool with it. Yeah, I really love musicals and I want to be a high school director once I'm out of college. I write my own musicals (or the dialogue, anyway. Can't compose), but I doubt I'm going to make a living off of that.
My upcoming school year will consist of many awesome things, such as another year with the award winning chorus, a new drama class, a trip to Chicago with the chorus (gonna win more awards! :D), whatever musical we do, an awesome English class, and dance lessons.
Before I get to school, though, I must first cross the next several weeks of summer vacation. What does this have in store for me? Pool-hopping with my besties, slowly getting over my first love (I'm getting there!), reblogging a bunch of stuff on tumblr, summer reading (Night and Les Miserables), watching anime, listening to my iPod, babysitting my third cousin, Camden, and being a lazy bum.
My life overall! For years, I've flown from dream to dream, idea to idea, never quite deciding what I want to do with my life. Now that I'm finally committed to a future in teaching and theatre, I'm finally getting serious with my future- and not a moment too soon, seeing as I only have three years of high school left. Up until now, I've been a face in the background in chorus and musicals, and thought I'd always be content to stay that way, but I'm finally planning on working towards standing out. Solos, parts, I'm shooting for it. After all, you never know if you never try.
But, at the moment, it's a Saturday night in the middle of a seemingly endless summer vacation, so until the big, important school year starts, I'm going to take some time to sit back and enjoy life. Over the course of the last year, I got involved with a guy whom I fell in love with, despite the fact that he was not worth it in the least. He rarely even talked to me despite claiming I was his best friend and knew my feelings but still twisted me around. I was completely devoted to him and would have done anything for him. The entire situation put me under a lot of stress and caused me to forget how to have fun and enjoy myself, even making me old before my time. Well, no more of that!
He rarely ever talked to, yes, but one of the few things he said to me was that I just needed to sit back and enjoy life and I would be fine. Yes, he was an idiot, yes, he fails at life, and, yes, it would do me good to never think about him again, but that is definitely some decent advice and I guess I'll try my hand at following it.
My upcoming school year will consist of many awesome things, such as another year with the award winning chorus, a new drama class, a trip to Chicago with the chorus (gonna win more awards! :D), whatever musical we do, an awesome English class, and dance lessons.
Before I get to school, though, I must first cross the next several weeks of summer vacation. What does this have in store for me? Pool-hopping with my besties, slowly getting over my first love (I'm getting there!), reblogging a bunch of stuff on tumblr, summer reading (Night and Les Miserables), watching anime, listening to my iPod, babysitting my third cousin, Camden, and being a lazy bum.
My life overall! For years, I've flown from dream to dream, idea to idea, never quite deciding what I want to do with my life. Now that I'm finally committed to a future in teaching and theatre, I'm finally getting serious with my future- and not a moment too soon, seeing as I only have three years of high school left. Up until now, I've been a face in the background in chorus and musicals, and thought I'd always be content to stay that way, but I'm finally planning on working towards standing out. Solos, parts, I'm shooting for it. After all, you never know if you never try.
But, at the moment, it's a Saturday night in the middle of a seemingly endless summer vacation, so until the big, important school year starts, I'm going to take some time to sit back and enjoy life. Over the course of the last year, I got involved with a guy whom I fell in love with, despite the fact that he was not worth it in the least. He rarely even talked to me despite claiming I was his best friend and knew my feelings but still twisted me around. I was completely devoted to him and would have done anything for him. The entire situation put me under a lot of stress and caused me to forget how to have fun and enjoy myself, even making me old before my time. Well, no more of that!
He rarely ever talked to, yes, but one of the few things he said to me was that I just needed to sit back and enjoy life and I would be fine. Yes, he was an idiot, yes, he fails at life, and, yes, it would do me good to never think about him again, but that is definitely some decent advice and I guess I'll try my hand at following it.
HeyHeyHey
I've had many a-blog in the past that I just can't keep up with, but this time, I'm going to try and change my ways and actually blog frequently. My name is Hannah and my username most everywhere is JHCross, occasionally with 60, 75, or 76 following it. JHCross on deviantART and fanfiction.net, jhcross60 on tumblr, jhcross75 on twitter.
I'm on summer vacation so I have a lot of time on my hands, but my mom is nagging me to shower, so I'll return soon with a decent introduction.
I'm on summer vacation so I have a lot of time on my hands, but my mom is nagging me to shower, so I'll return soon with a decent introduction.
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